“To fall in love and ignore all the ghosts in your rear-view mirror saying saying this is going to end badly is just rebelling.”
“Don’t ever let your wounds turn you into something you’re not.”
“Problem with boys- They make you think they love you, when they don’t. Problem with girls- They make you think they don’t love you, when they do.”
“He isn’t perfect. I’m not perfect. Our feelings aren’t perfect. Our lives aren’t perfect. But we love each other. And that’s all that really matters.”
"Sometimes, we hang on even if we should let go. Because sometimes, the right things does't always give us the best feelings."
“Pride attracts the girl. Courage approaches the girl. Wisdom gets the girl. Strength puts up with the girl, But loyalty keeps the girl…”
“It’s not about getting the right person nor the perfect one, but its actually having a person who will bring the best out of you…”
Heyyy guys. So..things just haven't been good. I feel like Im in a downward spiral. I'm going to be trying my 3rd new medicine tonight since the others were making everything worse. Me and my BF got into a fight last night and ugh. I just feel like a huge burden to everyone and that Im freaking him out and he's going to get sick and tired of dealing with my emotional needs and just leave me. I just don't know what to do anymore.
Anyways..I hope you enjoy the update..I had fun with it.
Loved the update! Hope you find what you're looking for in your new medicine.... I'm really into holistic medicine, if you're interested, try googling "natural ways to treat _____" or "supplements to help with _____" .
Rock candy!!! I miss that stuff! Colin is my ex that I not only dated on and off for years but he also gave me lots of trouble emotionally. He was emotionally abusive to a certain extent you could say. We used to be great friends but he was always bad at being a boyfriend and I think thats why we never really worked well in the end.
I hope things get better with you and your boyfriend! I always feel like I'm being a burden to everyone around me as well. Try to breathe. Sometimes you need others to help you. If you think positively more positive things will happen. its tough but I try to think about good stuff when I'm able to. It helps.
Medicine is never fun. it always seems like you need medicine to counteract the side effects of the actual medicine that your supposed to take. i hope it all works out well! Good luck dear!
this was beyond amazing sweetie! but of course your posts always are. :) &+ i hope everything gets better for you soon, just take it day by day and surround yourself w/ people or other things that make you happy! you will get through this love. <3 i'll keep you in my prayers. <3